Monday, November 29, 2010

in the UAE:

Legislation enacted in January 1996 imposes the death sentence for convicted drug traffickers. Since January 2006, possession of even trace amounts of illegal drugs has resulted in sentences of four years imprisonment for foreign citizens transiting the UAE. Some drugs normally taken under a doctor's supervision in the United States, and even some over-the-counter U.S. drugs and medications, are classified as narcotics in the UAE and are illegal to possess. A doctor's prescription should be carried along with any medication that is brought into the country. A person may be subject to arrest and prosecution if possession of prescribed medicines (especially those containing codeine and similar narcotic-like ingredients) comes to the attention of local authorities. The U.S. Embassy’s website includes an unofficial list of such medicines, obtained from the UAE Ministry of Health. Most medications available in the United States are also available by doctors’ prescription through hospitals and pharmacies in the UAE.


SCARY. thank GOD i don't smoke weed.
ENGAGED. i'm so damn engaged.
no, wait. that's you, silly goose.

la la la

DAYS TO GO:

BEST part of the movie: i recite this over 4 times a week.

next painting....this beautful ting:

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S THANKSGIVING ALREADY...
COUNTDOWN TO MY TRIP: twenty-one days
SOOOO EXCITED/NERVOUS/SCARED/ANXIOUS/HAPPY.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

i can't let it out, i still let you in.

Always be yourself in a relationship, for it will drive you insane thinking of what might have been if you really had...

Monday, November 22, 2010

ay, you, over dere in the corner;

i talk about you like you put stars in the sky

TMR'S AGENDA:
Shower
School
Pack
Clean
Hampton
REECHMOND
yummy, yummy dinner

WEDNESDAY:
Exploring (con mi amiga!)
Home @ night
SLEEEEEEP

THURSDAY: TURKEY DAY!!!
Eat as much as i want and give no fucks
+ mi familia

(black)FRIDAY:
work...2-11

Sunday, November 21, 2010


this is nancy. nancy is the man. i want to be nancy. i want to be like her. doe-eyed, simple, hardship having, nancy. who loves her life just the way it is,.
I'm not calling you a liar,
Just don't lie to me.
And i'll love you so much,
I'm gonna let you
I'm not calling you a thief,
Just stop,
And i'll love you so much,
I'm gonna let you,
Ohh,
I'm not calling you a ghost,
Just stop..

there's a ghost in my mouth and it talks in my sleep
wraps itself around my tongue as it softly speaks
then it walks,
then it walks,
then it walks with my legs

to fall (x12)
at your feet

oh but for the grace of god go on
and when you kiss me i am happy enough (to die)

Friday, November 19, 2010

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

hahaha, i kinda miss doing your laundry because you never understood the whole lights & darks thing. ironic that you couldn't apply that to other parts of your life...goodluck, bay.
stay gold.
while the rest of us are simply silver.

Monday, November 15, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

i really love when people fall asleep with their head on my lap, i'm SO weird.

CAN'T wait to do this in abu dhabi :)

Friday, November 12, 2010

WOMP.

$235 for an expedited passport, in zee mail tmr! yessssssssssa.
i wish that my picture was cute...you would think it could be for an extra $10...make this available pls & ty.
i am SO dreading the flight...can i take you with me?

dis makes me want a cheezbergur realy bhaddd.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

deez shoes are from H&M, trendy betch! I kind of want them...

i wish my birth certificate would hurry the f up and get here...it's really holding me back from getting shit DONE. passport, dropping off my itinerary to heather, buying that skirt at work, and going to my gmas. ugh!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

i seriously cannot stop listening to sycamore down. so addicting.
i am so fucking content with my life, it's almost unbearable.



i need a pedicure, a new journal, the jaymay songs i listed below, and the book - paper towns. and a BOMB ass coffee maker, which i am about to receive. i really wanna paint my toenails tonight but i know i will fall asleep before i can allow them to dry all the way, thus fucking them up, and wasting my time. instead, i will actually make an attempt to get some damn sleep tonight...and have the same dreams i've been having for the past two weeks...awesome.

marcus, i am getting my gift cards for h&m this week - lezzzz go!

Monday, November 8, 2010

brushing my lips with a tooth brush fucking hurts/.
at least my lips are nice and exfoliated now :)
and i love my hair, yay! it looks so nice now!
and my make-up looks so FRESH today.
bubbly, anyone?

"the only way into the sun is walking, but you'd rather run, you'd rather run away"

if only i could play the piano

Been obsessing over Jaymay lately, I need to buy all her songs that I listen to over and over again before I go on my trip. I also need to find my wall charger for my ipod, or I will surely die. I love her voice, it's so beautiful. Also, each and every one of her songs give me the biggest feeling of nostalgia I think I have ever felt, but I love every single memory in there. All of them. I'm such a damn romantic, it's funny how hard you try for something, and once it falls into your lap, all the stars begin to align. Who knew?


So Far:
1. Sea Green, see blue
2. Sycamore Down
3. Snow white
4. Gray or blue
5. Autumn fallin'
6. You'd rather run

Sunday, November 7, 2010

rest.

i can't believe it. this is amazing. this is amazing. oh, it's amaZING.

headlights

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 9.
"charming, beautiful, and pleasant." (Isn't that nice.) Well, like oil and water, I can't quite adapt or fit."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?
Just air.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Fashion Police.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12:30.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:29.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Fashion Police, very very faintly.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Last night, coming home from work.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My religion homework.

9. What are you wearing?
Elvis pj bottoms, a cami, H&M "baby loves disco" shirt, and a jacket.

10. Did you dream last night?
That I was in the projects, and then I got into a car with people I didn't know and they took this road i told them not to, and we crashed into the ocean and jerry and jamie and some other guy were in the water, and the other people disappeared and the water was really thick because of high salinity, (which i've been reading about in geology) and we were all just floating there, smiling. then we got out to dry off and we met april, ashley, abby, and their friend jake. then some random person that walked by pissed me off so i left, and jake came to cheer my up, and i took his hat and wore it, and everything was right again. it was cool.

11. When did you last laugh?
when i read what the last person wrote, hahaha!

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
paintings, speakers, ect.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
not really. what the hell is weird anymore, anyways?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
it's something to do.

15. What is the last film you saw?
SAW 3D, i believe. OH! and Mermaids, such a good movie.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A car, pay off my parent's house, get a boat, and whatever my close friends wanted. Oh and pay off my tuition, and get my own house.

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know:
I am going to Abu Dhabi in december and I am going to miss my friends and family :(

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Um, end discrimination. The racists, homophobes, sexists. ALL THAT SHIT NEEDS TO GO. (I SECOND THIS)

19. Do you like to dance?
Only to reggae. really, though.

20. George Bush:
no comment?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Emma Marie.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Jameson Christopher.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Absolutely.

24. What do you want to say to God when you reach the pearly gates?
"Thanks, for everything."

ughhhh :/

GET OUT OF MY DREAMS AND INTO MY ARMS.

this version is better.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Thursday, November 4, 2010

i love reconnecting with muh frennnz.
and the fact that my dad has invited me to abu dhabi, all expenses paid.
feeling like i'm gunna puke, k bye.

astropop3 crayssssseee.

REALLY FEELING THIS:
hungry
anxious
only a little tired (for once)
relaxed
nostalgic
tan
perfect (temperature wise)
happy
excited
bored
in...like? (sorta/maybe)
not giving a fuck
singing
writing
breathing (usually)
i'd rather be dead than be you
i'm sick and tired of hearing you talk, about nothing at all.

starscream, you know my love is true.



you can be my everything, i don't mind.
you can be my drama queen, ohhhh ohhhh.
i wanna know, i wanna know, i wanna know the truth.

now and always