you have no idea how much i both love & hate this picture and you never will. this looks just like you in the picture i took in my living room when the walls were still intact and your hair was long, those were the best days of my life. you were my best friend, my love, my everything. you taught me what it was like to love and be loved, and i'll always remember that. i miss you so much, friend, but mostly just the shy quiet guy who would stay up until 4am on a school night talking on the phone even though we both hated it. i could write about you for hours, but i won't. simply because i know you couldn't do the same for me. not anymore, at least.