so i'm sitting in my cousin's computer room in her house and it feels like it's my own home. i would like to think on day i'll have a house this cute to call my own. it must feel great, because even being here alone and watching her animals feels nice. curtains open, sun shining bright, with brand new blaring so loud from the speakers in front of me i could roll across the room. it's nice. it's the way i like to spend my simple summer days. school starts tomorrow, i'm scared i won't ever get my classes in order. it's making me feel sick, so i'm going to stop talking about it. i miss my dad, and i miss going to the beach with him just for adventure. i need to start using my $600 camera that i worked all summer for back when i didn't have a care in the world or any other use for money other than spending it all in one lump sum. best investment i've ever made, by far. my car too i suppose. damn, listening to brand new makes me feel sad sometimes. great band, though. for sure. i wish i had my journal with me cause i'm in the mood to write but only about things i do not wish to write about for the world to read on here. ya dig? ugh, my days are falling short and unfulfilled of what they once were.
"do you believe that you're missing out?
that everything good is happening somewhere else
but with nobody in your bed
the night is hard to get through"
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