limelight

i haven't written anything since my birthday. wow.

a lot has happened, but nothing at the same time. nothing as in nothing worth shelling out in this p.o.s. blog, but enough to say that it has been an interesting past few days. i honestly don't remember any of it well enough to write about even if i wanted to. i've been reading kevin's journal non stop it feels like. more than halfway through, and i still feel like he is the most mysterious person i have ever met, i think that's what i like about him. mystery is good. and he is refreshing to me, he reminds me of a lot of some people i know all combined into one super original/unique person. i have already told him this so it's not awkward for me to write it now.

fuck.
i am so happy. maybe not even happy, but most definitely content enough to wake up and feel somewhat good about my life. it's crazy to me how similar my life (and i'm sure anyone else's) is to a roller coaster. fun and fast, but no matter how many times you go through the same shit, you can't ever avoid that sick feeling in your stomach.

i cannot wait for tonight, everything is working out so nicely. *fingers crossed