i am by far one of the most ridiculous people i know. it's really crazy actually. i'm certainly not just going to put all my shit out here, but for those of you who know what i mean, you know what i mean. i need to find some peace with myself cause as of now i'm slowly losing control of my life, myself, and my being. or maybe just starting to really not give a fuck in layman's terms. you know? i'm not sure if that's okay though...jeeeez