ha, missed trueblood tonight to go hang with kevin and his friends for a "social experiment." when i got in the car i was sorta wondering how well it was going to go and really hoping i wouldn't regret my decision. i didn't. getting a ride from someone is a much better idea because 1) if you plan on drinking, you have a ride home. and 2) if you feel uncomfortable, you have to deal with it and eventually things get better. neither of these things happened, but that's just my view on that. met a cool girl, katia? i believe that's her name. she just met kevin tonight, cool huh? i thought so. goes to show there are some cool people i have yet to meet. ha, just when i thought i had met every single one of them. right.
so i finished kevin's journal, i mean...memior...haha, good joke from tonight. anyway, it was really good. he asked me if it made me not want to drink ever again or drink even more. i'm not sure yet, i don't really think it is just about drinking. that is what the journal is about mostly, i mean you could open to almost any page and there would be something about drinking on it, but i feel like it was much more than just drinking. i like his writing style. it's everything i expected, plus so much more. he's a really fucking cool guy. i am going to start writing in a book instead of this blog. no one reads this shit anyways. this is for me, and so i should write it on paper for only ME to see. and whoever else happens to catch a glimpse. i want to write my favorite part from kevin's journal in here, but instead i'm going to write it in this journal i have filled with random cut outs. i dont think my journal will be nearly as interesting as his, but i'm not worried. i'll like it, and it will make me feel better than this fucking blog shit. amen.
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