soft revolution

this house is so god damn empty without you. i never knew it could be like this. i never thought it would go this far. i miss you more than i would ever expect and it hasn't even been two full days. i can deal without one dad being around, but not both of them. i love you so much, i don't know why you did this, and you don't know either...please figure it out. i will not let my brother grow up without his father, i have been there, and it is not pleasant. i am not angry, i am disappointed. isn't that something you are supposed to be saying to me about my faults? i love you dad, please come home and fix this.