it's really 1:41am, just sayin'

the only thing that is bothering me right now is that this stupid thing doesn't tell what time i really post these things, the timing is way off. but anyways, tonight was great, i feel like i need to get out more because when i do, i seem to really embrace my life and the way i choose to live it. i love my friends so much, and i love going out with them. i feel like i have been sheltering myself from everyone so much lately that when i do go out now, my social life feels like it needs a ton of work. usually i am the one that can hold a conversation about anything, give me a topic, and i will branch off of it so well that we will still be talking 3 hrs later, ya know? and i miss being that person more than anything. i have always been the one that stays in touch with everyone, and i feel like i need to start doing that again, it just feels nice. and can i just say that i LOVE emmalee's apartment, it makes me happy. throw a few more amazing people in there with me, and it's absolutely wonderful, no matter how "whatever" it seems, it truly makes me happy. it makes me feel like, well, myself. and i like myself. goodnight, i have class at 8am, fml, but not really :)