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i have spent the majority of the past two days sitting around my house with my family and have come to realize that is all i want in life. the comfort of a good family. i am out of my fucking mind for the things i want to write after those few sentences, so i won't write it. i'll just keep it to myself and hope things work out for the best. what i want more than anything is to just get the fuck out of 757 as of now. i just wanna go. where? no idea. somewhere, though. anywhere, really. everyone here is a huge fucking waste of time, and no matter how hard i try, i feel like all the good people are missing from this part of the state. i know if anyone reads this, they will feel offended, and you should. i realize i am not a perfect friend, either, but i sure as hell do put forth some effort here and again. where the fuck are you?