Tuesday, May 12, 2009

reality bites

i am flawed, i am too forgiving, i am easily irritated, i don't care enough, i have issues with my father, i am not healthy, i am very indecisive, i cannot concentrate on you but i expect you to listen to me, i am never fully satisfied, i smile without meaning it, i take advantage of people, i am hypocritical, i am too short, i am almost always angry, i am a bitch 80% or more of the time, i call people out on everything, i have a problem admitting that i am wrong, i have never fully committed myself to a relationship since i was 15, i cannot and will not trust you, i am not lady-like, i put on such a front that no one acknowledges the fact that i actually have feelings anymore, i take things for granted, i am very envious, i am sensitive, i am overly sarcastic, i take things way too seriously, and i truly hate myself as of now. i am not saying this for attention, i am not fishing for compliments, and i am most certainly not looking for your sympathy. i want to look back at this and know that i have changed for the better.

goodnight

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