today was quite nice. last spanish class for the semester, pedicure with kristina, and v for vendetta with mike. today has made me realize that i have no idea what i want in life, all i am sure of is that i want to succeed at something worthy of my time and i want to make others happy. i have decided that this coming fall, i am going to work my ass off in school. i feel like i have slacked so hard this semester, and that is not fair. not to myself or my parents, who pay for all of my schooling. i am beyond grateful, and it's time that i show it. math is kicking my ass, and it always will. what is the point of being asian if i am not skinny and cute with super slanty eyes, or at least super smart? what the fuhhhh?
also, i do not know exactly why you dislike me as of now, but i wish you luck in whatever you are trying to do, whether it be finding happiness, better friends, or whatever.
sincerely, me.
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