lordy lordy.

being sick as anything for the past 5 days has really made me realize that laying around is fucking killer in itself. don't get me wrong, the time off has been nice and so has the amount of time that i've spent just watching tv and hanging out with jake, but shiiiiit i need to get out. tonight was really, really nice. i love my girls, and god being sick sure is nice in the sense that it really ups my tolerance of idiots down quite a bit. don't have any idea why. anyways, i am really rambling now. i cant wait until school starts and i am so busy that i won't know what to do with myself. i think i might quit personal touch and pick up a waitressing job - just a thought but it's just SUCH a boring job! the opportunity has been awesome, but im so tired of how FAT i feel when i work there, i mean all i do is sit at a fucking desk and do dumb pointless shit for hours on end only to rack in a mere $8/hr...waitressing i could make what i make in two weeks' worth of a paycheck in two or three days...or just working a double or two. UGH what to do what to do. speaking of, maybe i should seek advice from my dad. he always seems to know what's up with these kinds of things. god i love him sometimes...ha. he's leaving soon and i am SUPER bummed out. it's gunna suckkkk, but at least it's only for a few months. oh well, i'm sure with school starting it will go by quicker that expected. you ever just feel like you have diarrhea of the mouth and all of a sudden just want to stop talking? this is how i feel...sooo uh time to surf the web and catch some Zs...i have a lot to do tomorrow for being a sick betch!