tell me in the morning.

not quite true.

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"

as tall as lions - where do i stand?

Dear, I fear that we've gone wrong
You've always hung me from teh gallows
Well I don't feel I'll be forgiven

If you don't see it
you can never walk away
If you don't feel it
it's going ot get harder everyday
But you don't want love
keeping you awake at night
'till you can sleep

Dear I feel that you've settled
You've always pushed me in the shadow
Well I don't feel you'll be forgiven

When you wake up alone
do you love me still?
Do you question the choice you made?
Do you wake up at all?

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

How does it feel?

fml

in·som·ni·a
   [in-som-nee-uh]
–noun
inability to obtain sufficient sleep, esp. when chronic; difficulty in falling or staying asleep; sleeplessness.

what am i doing and where am i going?

i need a nose piercing again, asap. maybe tonight?

if there is off-white is there an off-black? are those the same as beige and brown?

i don't know if it has anything to do with him. i think it does, but is this me just refusing to accept my own flaws? i am the biggest mess out of anyone i know, okay, maybe not. but it sure is a close call. i date people i know aren't good for me, all while ignoring the ones who might be. i'd like to change that, take it back, and say that i have put myself out there (for the good ones). i have put myself out there on many, many occasions. whether or not you took the opportunity to see that and use it to your advantage is uncertain to me. i dont know anything anymore, but i do know who i love, who i think of more often than any one person should, and most importantly, who i would rather die for than waste another ounce of time on someone who i know isnt worth it. but are YOU?

this is where everything changes. this is where nothing blossoms, blooms, or ripens. everything freezes at a certain temperature. this is us, in a few short sentences. i know you, i breathe you, i feel you, in everything that i do. both of you. one of you tears me apart, and the other sometimes conveniently builds me back up. i am unsure of what i want or expect from either of you, you could just be the same person. are you here to show me how he is? or is he there to keep me from learning? i am exhausted. i do not want to try. i don't want to give up, either.

all i want is love, and everything that it entails.

















pointproven.

where did all the good people go?

it's important to you, it's not important to me.

Here it comes, I better use it.
I think of nothing as I'm spinning on an axis.
In place. Do you dedicate? Oh my mood will always turn.
And sweeter skin. There's never been, why i just made you out of my subconscious.

beauty supreme.
Yeah, you were right about me.
But can I get myself out from underneath
This guilt that will crush me
and in the choir I saw our sad Messiah.
He was bored and tired of my laments.
Said, "I died for you one time, but never again"

Take me, take me back to your bed
I love you so much that it hurts my head
I don't mind you under my skin
I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in
Well you're my favorite bird and when you sing
I really do wish that you'd wear my ring
No matter what they say, I am still the king
Now the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.

now back to the outside world.
although guys at tattoo shops are quite, amusing.
and sexy.


just sayin'

release.