ah, i'm going to start writing on here again. my journal is filling up with stuff, and this blog isn't. it's too bad really, because although i like putting pen to paper, i really like typing. it's funny to go look at older posts, my life seemed so crazy and out of control at times (maybe not to you, but I really know what happened on all those nights that I summed up in just a few short sentences). it's funny how badly i wanted a job and now that i have one, i'm still looking for more. i just wish i had more hours, i need to be making more money to save for florida, tattoos, and other shit that requires a decent amount of money, that of which i do not have. anyways, i love having a good boyfriend, and i love my family, and i love my job. school is irritating the hell outta me, but other than that, life is swell. hope it stays this way. puh-leaseee.