laying in bed, me on my laptop, him on his phone.


sounds distant, but it's quite the opposite <3

i haven't cried nearly as hard as i did last night in over a year.
and i havent told anyone the things i've shared with you. ever. the run-around has been exsposed, but never, ever have those exact words left my lips before they were given to you.
thanks for being there, guiding me, holding me tight, and telling me everything will be okay.

thank, you.

it's amazing how you can know someone for years, decades, or even ages and have little to no real connection.
and then out of the blue, just meet somebody, that certain somebody - and feel (if not know for sure) as if you've known this person your whole entire life.

what is love? if this isn't love./

adhesive.

eeeeek! i love talking to new boys. and i love girls with good taste in music. and i love tattoos, beer, and $$$$$$$$$$$$$$. holla!

officially dropped out of school for the semester, and i couldn't feel any more relieved.
celebratory drinks tmr night, then picking up a fuck ton of $hift$ at work,
staying GOLD and serving a purpose.





can'twaittobeginanewchapterinmylifeandobtainacareerthatiwilllovewithallmyheart.

november 16th xoxo

oh, hi. hello. farewell. nice to see you aga...in.

yayyyy finally gunna sketch out my new painting today for taylor :) i hope hope hope i have time to finish it before her bday!!!!!

bummer

ugh, my dad leaves today and i am really really really bummed out about it. i know it's only for a few months but i wish he could just stay here and help me figure out what the hell i need to do about school, he's really good when it comes to that kind of stuff. if only life was that simple.

however, i am stoked to start school again, hopefulllllly h&m will grant me the ability to be fulltime versus part time cause i need the extra money and personal touch just ain't cuttin it. i mean $8/hr just seems so little compared to what i get at h&m sooooo i guess we'll see.

super stoked about getting a tattoo from mike late this month, but he sent me a sketch that i paid $20 for and it's well - a rough ass sketch which kinda pisses me off since i spent nothing on the sketch for my sugar skull and it was a sick ass sketch, more of a trace of my original work but still. not to mention i'm not really very impressed...i think i might just go ahead and ask him about getting the memorial lion tattoo for daniel instead. dunnno. ugh


just another thing i plan on talking to my dad about :)


on a happier note - i had so much fun with jerry last night, he's so fun when he wants to be. good conversationalist, bad at darts. ha!