my babies right hur;

bloc party

To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
I've been paid

Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've known never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours

I'll pay for you anytime
I'll pay for you anytime

And you told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, and gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left

What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?

This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me

Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Throw your arms around me.

WHAT?!













[i'm]okay.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

You know who you are - you are the most amazing girl in the whole wide world. i'm so glad that i started talking to you in high school, if i hadn't, i would definitely have missed out on a huge and awesome part of my life. you're the one i call at 4am when i'm stranded somewhere balling my eyes out, or just need someone to share my happiness with. you've always been there for everything and i'm soooo excited that things are starting to look up for you - because out of everyone, YOU deserve it. you're so good at everything you do whether it be a friend, a girlfriend, a sister, a daughter, or grand daughter. we've had soooooo many good times together, and i can't wait until we're old and married and our kids grow up together, too. good lord can you imagine the stories we'll be able to tell them? you better leave the hairy parts out, too! you know what i mean...no need to reference. haha! i'm so excited that you have your own place now, it's gunna be awesome! i can't wait to look back on this and think "holy shit that was forever ago!" (hopefully we will be living together by that time, jesus!) anyways, enough of this mushy gushy bullshit. *don't look at meeeee!* hahahahaha, i love you sister solider, fo'eva and eva!

ps - how fucking excited are you for "jaja fest: summer 2011"?!

we'll see.

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

this is bullshit.
=
you are bullshit.

tell me in the morning.

not quite true.

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"

as tall as lions - where do i stand?

Dear, I fear that we've gone wrong
You've always hung me from teh gallows
Well I don't feel I'll be forgiven

If you don't see it
you can never walk away
If you don't feel it
it's going ot get harder everyday
But you don't want love
keeping you awake at night
'till you can sleep

Dear I feel that you've settled
You've always pushed me in the shadow
Well I don't feel you'll be forgiven

When you wake up alone
do you love me still?
Do you question the choice you made?
Do you wake up at all?

If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face

How does it feel?