i am so excited for my birfday!
hurry up pwease!!!

You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.

can't stop

xoxo

tonight was so much better than expected.
i rarely let your actions bother me anymore, but all it takes is someone who is willing to listen to make me feel better. one day i'll forgive you, one day everything will be just fine.
i really appreciate the few true friends i have, thank you girls.



"everyone seen dat now!" hah!

PS - my birthday is in a month and i have no idea what i am doing! oh, to be nineteen.

laying in bed last night i had many thoughts running through my head, as usual.

the twist...
i thought briefly about mike justis just before falling asleep, only to be woken up minutes later by a call from him. we talked for a few minutes, and i quickly drifted back asleep but not before the true life episode of "Fat Camp" randomly ran through my head. as usual, i thought nothing of it, and fell asleep once again. once i woke up this morning, i remembered dreaming about a particular someone changing their myspace song, which in my dream, bummed me out. so i fumbled for my remote, turned on the tv, and sure enough...true life was on. which episode? "Fat Camp" so i thought..."hmm, just a coincidence?" and continued on with my day. hours later, while checking my myspace, i decided i wanted to hear that song, you know, the one i mentioned that was changed in the dream. and to my surprise, she had changed it, just as it happened in my dream. coincidence? maybe so.

quack!

hahaha, oh my godddd this weekend was bomb. once we finally set everything up and everyone arrived, it was sick. by far the best group that could have came. i think i have found my group again. i love REAL people, juss sayin'. we need to make this shit happen again - and soon!

xoxo

secret lover

i barely knew you, but god i missed you today.

"We are not enemies, but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained we must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic chords of memory will swell when again touched, as surely they will be by the better angels of our nature."



i wish i still felt this way.

"We, the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much, for so long, with so little, we are now qualified to do anything with nothing. "