Wednesday, April 8, 2009

my name is amber

and i am one sneaky ass mother fucker.

apparently i get away with a lot more than i know, lol.
someone please stop being a coward and tell me who they are and exactly how i am so sneaky, because i am really astonished that one would think so. i do what i want, when i want, and most people know about it...i don't know what exactly it is that you think i am being sneaky with. HMM?




ps - i LOVE astronautalis.

hehehehehe

i am sneaky like zee fox!
s- m--- b---- s- l----- t---
good god, man!
life is good.


SUMMER WHERE YOU @?!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

8am

last night was nice, i love hanging out with you. i love being around people that are easy to talk to, it just makes things so much easier. i'm really glad we met. i am up so early! this is weird. i really need to get started on that 750 w.c. paper seeing as how it's due tomorrow and i haven't even started with the outline yet. damn i am such a procrastinator :/ i think i might lay down for a bit and then get in the shower and THEN work on my paper. no spanish class for me today, i need to get this shit done! i wish my tattoo would hurry up and heal, i am so impatient with these things. ugh!

Monday, April 6, 2009

strange

i had some weird ass dreams last night, they were all so vivid, too. very weirddd. anyways, today is so rainy but pretty, i just took the best nap ever. it was wonderful. now i'm about to go hangout with kevin i believe. whew, i feel a lot better!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

RVA


i love richmond oh so much. driving there sucks, but once we all get there we will be riding bike anyways, right? right. anyways, it was a blast minus the bit of hostility here and there. plus, i got my mom's initials tattooed on my wrist, and i love itttt. Lucky 13 in richmond on w. broad street is good, btw. i also love being able to get away from va beach for the weekend, it felt nice. i feel like i have so much to type but i am just so tired it ain't even funnay. plus, i have an 8 o'clock class tomorrow, which is super lame. never again will i ever have an 8 o'clock class. this shit sucks ass, on the real. well, i'm sure i'll have the energy to add more tomorrow, but as for now, i am about to turn on the tv and pass out. i waste electricity, sorry. mmm i love my life. goodnight.





ps-i want a cute guy friend who won't try and get into my pants...where you boys at?

Friday, April 3, 2009

reeechmond mon!

i am so so so so so so excitedddd. eeeek! i can't wait to get the fuck out of here, people are such dick heads (hence the conversation below). $200 to spend in richmond, i might just come back with a suprise. <333333333333

Thursday, April 2, 2009

pffffffft

i am so fucking glad that i am going to richmond this weekend, i swear to god i am so tired of this place and a VAST majority of the people here. cute, nice, boys with cars, where you @? i don't wanna do you, i don't wanna be your girl, i just wanna fucking hangout. jesussss.

LOL @ myself.

Im Ready Fa War (12:03:20 AM): so when you takin' me out to olive garden babe?
eww its amberr (12:03:41 AM): fuck no.
Im Ready Fa War (12:03:52 AM): shotdown :-(
eww its amberr (12:05:30 AM): hahaha
eww its amberr (12:05:32 AM): fial
eww its amberr (12:05:33 AM): *fail
eww its amberr (12:05:34 AM): wow
Im Ready Fa War (12:05:37 AM): LOL
eww its amberr (12:05:38 AM): for real.
Im Ready Fa War (12:05:38 AM): the irony
eww its amberr (12:05:40 AM): hahahah

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

if he was to write a song;

Take a leaf of paper and draw your mind,
Your bourbon brown that can burn my eyes,
I lost your presence underneath the bridge

Lock the door, let's talk it out,
Against the wall, hands on my mouth,
Could this be it, is it really over now?

You wore a pink t-shirt and khaki pants,
You sang your songs and danced your dance,
I unwrapped your presents underneath your feet

Nine to eleven you're getting weak,
The tile is cold, I can barely speak,
And I think she's gone, but I'll be sure for safety's keeping

If you say no, then no it will be,
I'll stick it at our skin, pierced with colly strings,
Just play it cool yeah, and try avoid being seen

I'll stick it at our skin, pierced for nothing

Well yeah I saw inside the mirror and your smoking gun,
Along in the sign, the hours, the subscribing one by one,
And I fell so fast in Sufat's bedroom,

You said you saw it coming but you didn't see nothing,
Your eyes are on the living room your eyes are on the closet,
Don't worry about, don't worry about anything

A pity invitation to an akward house,
For pseudo-boy who would rather wear a blouse,
I sincerely saw your skin for the very first time

My curly hair and a voting booth,
Confessingly, this is the first time I've loved you,
And God I mean, God I mean it, I hope that I mean it

'Cause like dying young, idols got the best of me,
Well don't stop calling, you're the reason I love losing sleep,
And the building collapse, we'll shop one for something

I'll stick it at our skin, pierced for something

Besides, don't release me until it's over
And besides, you can't believe without bleeding
And besides, you can't believe without bleeding



Things need to return to normal...because whatever "normal" was, i liked it. a lot.
please come home, please make her want you home.

2am and just walking in

i love late nights spent with all the boys. no matter how hard they fuck me or my friends over sometimes...they are just boys, and i love them all. no matter what. sowwy?